How are things? How is life? I felt like maybe it was time for a bit of a life update. Let you know what I’m working on, what I’m thinking about, where I’m at.
It’s been a little hard to think of anything creative lately. My head isn’t in the best place and I’m trying to come out of it. It’s like a fog, you know? Stuck in this mist around my head that I’m trying to just get through.
Anyway. I know that it’s been a while since I’ve posted anything and it gets me down on a regular basis. I have all these goals and dreams but I’m not working to achieve them. It’s a weird feeling. Kind of like…I worry if I really deserve it. I get in my head like that and I wonder if I’m allowed to have dreams or if my purpose in life is to be the one on the sidelines, cheering my friends along.
So I’ve been thinking a lot about what I want from life and where I want to go, what I want to experience. Honestly, change scares me. I’ve always been the type to want to be comfortable. I’ve been uprooted and moved around and I’ve had to adapt to change and I know that I can. I know that I can adapt but I’ve gotten to a point where I don’t want to. I don’t like having to and unfortunately, change is necessary to grow and learn.
I’ve got my own personal goals and professional goals that I would like to achieve and working on them isn’t easy but I am trying.
What else is happening? I hurt my foot! That’s been fun. I had a fall last week and my doctor is sending me for a CT scan, whenever that happens. He’s thinking that I either broke something or sprained a ligament. Hopefully it’s nothing too wrong!
I’ve been loving Pinterest ( link ) and Tumblr ( link ) again. They’re just fun, easy, mindless websites to see things that you like. I’m looking forward to seeing the new season of Queer Eye and the Sense 8 finale.
I guess the point of this post was to say hello again and that I miss writing and I hope to get back to this soon.
Thanks for listening.